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Don't let it go away. This feeling has got to stay.

Apr. 6th, 2009 | 01:03 pm
mood: discontent discontent
music: "New" -No Doubt

My mom's "friend" Dave has moved into my old house... in my old room... sleeping in my old bed.

She asked me how I felt about it beforehand, and I kept telling her it was her life and she could do what she wanted, but the night before he came, I broke down and told her how much I hated the idea. It's not that I'm afraid he'll replace my dad or something. I like him better than my dad, but I still don't like him. My mom deserves the best. Plus, she should really be working on getting herself together. She hasn't been single since she was a teenager. She's afraid of being alone, and she needs to work on that.

She says they're just going to be friends right now, but idk.

The only good thing about it is she doesn't beg me to stay over every time I come over... but I don't even like going over there as much now.

I liked it when it was just me, mom, and bj.

Idk. Maybe I'm being a bad daughter. I should think about what makes her happy.

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Wait... they don't love you like I love you.

Mar. 25th, 2009 | 10:51 pm
mood: confused confused
music: "Maps" -Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Awesome: Paul's house + Rock Band + CiCi's Pizza

Not so awesome: I got this voicemail... on my boyfriend's phone... saying that there's a warrant for my arrest because I did not show up to court for my father (despite the fact that I never received a subpoena), and that I should turn myself into JUVENILLE court. Uh... the last time I checked... I was 20. Also, why the eff would they call me on my boyfriend's phone? I'm pretty sure Mr. Daniel is behind this... but I don't know how since he's in jail. He said he was David Bowers (the mayor of Roanoke), but when I looked up his number online, it wasn't the same as the number that called me.

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I know she loves the sunrise. No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes.

Mar. 22nd, 2009 | 01:03 am
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: "Flake" -Jack Johnson

My dad went to jail for probation violation. He might be locked up for 4 years. Yay!

I know it's horrible that I'm excited, but he's just not a good person.

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Six years of war

Mar. 21st, 2009 | 01:05 pm
mood: contemplative contemplative
music: Joey watching Bruce Lee videos

Today marked six years since the United States of America began its most recent war against Iraq.

At this point, over 600 billion dollars have gone into the war and this years budget has yet to be added.

Over 90,000 civilian deaths by violence have been confirmed.

8958 people of the Iraqi Security Force have been killed.

The Department of Defense has confirmed 4258 deaths of US soldiers.

177 people from US Armed Forces have committed suicide.

447 "Private Contractors" or mercenaries have been killed.

Do you feel safer now?

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I'll never sleep alone.

Mar. 15th, 2009 | 07:53 pm
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: "The Widow" -The Mars Volta

I went to The Park last night. My legs are still sore from dancing, but I had a really good time.

Joey might be getting hired on at his job (he's currently a temp.). That might better our chances of getting a place. w00t.

I've basically been living paycheck to paycheck, and it kinda sucks.

But other than my lack of funds, life is peachy. Mmm, peaches. 50 fat girl points!

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